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you are my sun, my moon
[ When he hears Chrissy singing along, it about breaks his heart. To be able to see her so free and easy, singing a love song while pressed against his chest, he wonders how anyone could ever have looked at her and decided to treat her poorly. But he's here now, they're together now, and for he swears to himself in that moment that she'll never go another day without being reminded of how wonderful she is.
Even though the music is not to his taste, it's easy to get lost in it. He doesn't notice any looks, doesn't even realize that multiple songs have played. Despite his outward appearance and eclectic tastes, he's always been soft at the center. Chrissy is just the one who can bring that softness to the surface. Then the tempo changes and Chrissy is pulling him towards the pool table and the spell is broken. Despite that, the magic lingers. He looks lovestruck as she pulls him across the bar, and it's only when she speaks that he finally starts to come back down to reality. ]
Of course I do. [ He grins at her, already reaching to grab a pool cue and spin it between his hands. He's been playing for years, and is pretty damn good. ] I can teach you, if you want.
Even though the music is not to his taste, it's easy to get lost in it. He doesn't notice any looks, doesn't even realize that multiple songs have played. Despite his outward appearance and eclectic tastes, he's always been soft at the center. Chrissy is just the one who can bring that softness to the surface. Then the tempo changes and Chrissy is pulling him towards the pool table and the spell is broken. Despite that, the magic lingers. He looks lovestruck as she pulls him across the bar, and it's only when she speaks that he finally starts to come back down to reality. ]
Of course I do. [ He grins at her, already reaching to grab a pool cue and spin it between his hands. He's been playing for years, and is pretty damn good. ] I can teach you, if you want.
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[ It almost feels silly to admit it, when they've been living and working in the same place. And they've had plenty of opportunities to sneak away together, but it's still a stark departure from what they've been used to. Still, there is something about watching existing in the world without him, just being herself and thriving among others, that has made his heart ache so sweetly. It's a beautiful thing to see her existing in a world that loves and appreciates her as much as he does. ]
I wouldn't go that far. [ He seems a little embarrassed by her remark, though she's not wrong. It's something he's still getting used to, people that look at him and see the kind, goofy guy that he is, instead of some satan adjacent freak. ] But I've been having fun myself.
[ Eddie reaches to run a hand through her hair, his fingers gliding down her face. ]
But we've got a couple of days before the next wave of kids arrive, and all my attention is on you.
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[She kisses him quickly, the sound of their lips meeting a loud smack. It makes her laugh, and with her hands pressing against his hips she starts to walk him backwards.]
But I thought maybe we could take off for a day? Get in the van and drive a few towns over. Get some lunch, maybe hit up whatever stores are around. See a movie, maybe? We can camp out in your van and head back tomorrow.
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[ He thinks he loves this camp, would be happy to return here summer after summer. But sneaking away to some town they've never heard of, he loves that. Loves that so much, in fact, that he is already tugging her in the direction of his van. Both of them make pit stops at their respective cabins to pack a bag, but they are on the road before they know it. Eddie has the music blasting, something they both like so they can scream out the lyrics as the highway stretches out in front of them.
It's just past midnight when they find themselves in Crown Point, and Eddie pulls the van into what looks like a dive bar. It's the kind of place that doesn't care enough to card, and the two of them slip easily among the patrons. Eddie heads to the bar to get them a round of beers, and he's grinning as he passes one to Chrissy. There's loud music playing over the speakers, and even though dancing isn't really his thing, he's always happy to dance with her. ]
I think we're gonna have a good weekend. [ He's licking beer foam from his lips as he reaches for her, pulls her close so their bodies can writhe together. ] I think we could even spring for a motel room tonight, sleep in a real bed.
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We definitely have enough for a room. We could have an actual bed, and a shower big enough to share.
[Not that she plans on letting either of them sleep tonight. Not until they've both had their fill of one another.]
Let's do it! I think I saw a place down the road.
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Perfect. [ He's got one arm looped around her waist as their bodies writhe together, downing his beer so that he doesn't have to worry about accidentally spilling it on her. He presses a sweet kiss to her forehead before grinning down at her. ] Let's get a little tipsy, then get a room and have some fun. Sound good?
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That sounds perfect.
[She echoes his sentiment, pausing in dancing long enough that she can down her beer in a few chugs. It seems maybe he's taught her a thing or two about drinking.
They dance for a little while, until she can see he's restless with it. And they play darts, Chrissy not trying to hustle him this time around. They have fun, and when she loses at darts they make their way toward a motel to check in and get a room. It's once they're inside that he presses her back against the door, and they lose themselves in making out before they even really step into the room.]
Can we try it against the wall?
[Her voice sweetly asks, a whisper in his ear.]
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She makes her sweet suggestion, and it makes both his heart and his cock throb in unison. If anyone should have such power, he's glad it's her. Eddie gives her little more than a grin in agreement before pushing her up against the wall. They have sex there, desperate and sloppy, before moving to the shower. That proves to be a slippery, somewhat awkward affair, and when they finally stumble out they're not quite fulfilled.
It's on the creaky bed that Eddie lays her out attacks her with his mouth and hands, winds her up and sends her screaming over the edge. Chrissy, beautiful, perfect, Chrissy, makes sure that he finds his own release, and they at last collapse together on top of the sheets. Eddie fumbles for the remote, finds some late night talk show to serve as the background noise for the rest of their evening. He pulls her close, cascading kisses into her hair and down her face. ]
This summer has been amazing, and it's not even over. [ He sounds in awe of it, even though the summer is only half over. ] Chrissy, I-- I love this. More than I ever thought was possible. I mean, hell, I have a job deal with screaming kids all day, don't even get to see you at night, and I'm so happy.
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I've never seen you this happy.
[And she's so glad that he is. Knowing the world outside of Hawkins is kind and gentle to him does her so much good. It gives her hope that a future together is capable of being something that enables him to constantly feel this content.]
You've really found your place this summer. The kids love you, and so do all of the people we work with. I love getting to see you this confident and at peace.
[It's really like Hawkins never existed for him, and she loves getting to witness that.]
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Only with your help.
[ And he kisses her then, slow and ever wanting. For as much as he gets of her, it never seems to be enough. She has opened up a pit of hunger within him, one that never seems fully satisfied. Eddie grins at her, and even in the dim lighting of their motel room, they seem to sparkle. ]
You know... those kids heads are full of crazy stories. [ He laughs as he rolls onto his back. ] All month long they were talking about the camp being haunted. You see any ghosts?
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I heard the stories too, but ever have seen anything. You know how kids are though. Some of them will tell you the ghosts have always just been there and other ones will tell me they're the ghosts of the kids that were murdered at camp years ago.
[The topic might've been a little creepy to her, but after her near death experience she's feeling pretty open to the idea of ghosts. And maybe even trying to find one or two, just to see if they're real.]
Did you see anything weird?
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[ It's a lie, though a small one. Because he still isn't sure if the times he thought he saw a shadow out of the corner of his eye was real or not. Eddie has always loved horror movies, has always been all too eager to delve into dark and haunting topics in his D&D campaigns. In real life? That has been another story. And when he has so much else to focus on, the kids and finding time to sneak off with Chrissy, it was something easily pushed to the back of his mind.
But now, when she asks him about it to sweetly, it's enough to send a shiver running through him. ]
According to the kids, every summer camp in the country is haunted. [ He shrugs, pulls her closer to him. ] What is it about summer that manages to make people so afraid?
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[Her smile is amused as she nuzzles up close to him, and she tiptoes her fingers up along his side. It's great for them to get away from the camp and have this little break to themselves, but she has to admit that a part of her misses the kids and misses being back at camp with them. If leaving their vacation home had been hard, she doesn't want to know how much of a challenge it will be to leave this summer behind.]
Maybe it's all the scary movies that are out there. Like Friday the 13th?
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[ As though directed by her words, Eddie disentangles himself so that he can creep over towards the tv. As he had hoped, there's an assortment of tapes in the console below. Eddie glances back at her before thumbing through them. In his defense, almost all the videos in the box are horror movies, which is why Eddie finally plucks Poltergeist from among them. He's quick the return to the bed, quick to tangle his limbs with Chrissy's. ]
Kids have crazy imaginations, I know. [ The movie begins and he tries to focus on the fact that he has Chrissy here with him instead of what he may or may not have seen back at camp. ] That's probably all it was.
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Maybe we should head back early and check it out.
[Her face shifts into something concerned, and she finds herself nibbling at her bottom lip.]
That thing that attacked me could have followed us out there. And I don't want him attacking you or any of the kids.
[It's been a long time since they've talked about her trauma. She was still in casts when they spoke about what happened. But it's still on her mind a lot, and now she's increasingly worried that it's her fault some bloodthirsty monster is loose at camp.]
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We definitely don't need to do that.
[ There's no denying that it's said completely because he wants to keep her right here for their weekend break. For this weekend, he wants to believe that it's all just stories. ]
That.. [ He looks serious, tries to think of an appropriate answer. It seems like centuries ago that he watched her bones break in his trailer. ] We left that behind in Hawkins, Chrissy.
[ There's no way of knowing that's true, but Eddie needs it to be so. ]
It's just kids talking, that's all.
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You're right, [She agrees, eyes turning back toward the tv. There's a feeling she can't shake that makes her question, what if it isn't just kids talking. But that's her being paranoid. She hasn't been anxious or jumpy in a while now, and she doesn't need to go back to being that person.
So she takes in a shaky breath, and instead anchors herself to the reality of the situation. They're here, in the hotel. They're safe. No one is hurt. It's been months since she was attacked. He didn't follow them here.
Still, her hand reaches over to take hold of his. And when he gently guides her to lay back with him, his arms are securely around her. He won't let anything happen to her. Not at long as he's here.]
Sorry. I guess maybe I'm not as over everything as I thought.
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Chrissy, whatever you're feeling... you have every right to feel that way.
[ He can't imagine what that's like, to still have it in the back of her head, waiting for any moment to emerge again. Eddie wants to protect her, knows that he'll do anything in his power to do so, but he's powerless to fight wars that happen in her head. ]
Look, when we get back if-- I don't know, if you start feeling weird about anything, I want you to talk to me about it, okay?
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[Chrissy reassures him, frowning a little at the thought that he might think she'd keep something like that from him. She doesn't ever plan on keeping anything from him. A soft kiss hopefully reassures him further, and Chrissy finds herself smiling as she pulls away.]
Nothing weird happened last session. I doubt anything will the next one, either.
[She much prefers to be wrapped up in happiness with him, only crying tears because she's so reluctant to leave the little homes they keep making for themselves. The monster that hurt her has no place here, in these special places that are just for them.]
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[ He smiles at her, presses a kiss against her forehead after she kisses him. He'll do everything he can to keep her safe. Whatever is going on at camp-- and he tells himself that nothing is going on-- they'll figure things out. Ghosts are something that should be behind them. ]
Like I said, it's probably just kids telling stories.
[ He shrugs a little, disentangling himself from her so that he can switch out the movie they're watching. When he returns to the bed, The Breakfast Club has replaced Freddy Kreuger. Eddie settles comfortably beside her, pulling her close to him once more. ]
Let's just enjoy our little break now.
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[Chrissy pretends to grumble, but her laughter gives her away. She's not actually bothered by him putting off the whole ghost story business, but does appreciate the fact that he's turned off the horror movie for something light and fun.
And given that The Breakfast Club is one of her favorite movies, she falls silent and still as they relax together and manage to make it through the entire thing without really talking. It's a great reset switch for Chrissy, who promptly lures him in for a lengthy make out session as the credits start to roll.
They wind up ordering a pizza and spending a few hours in the little motel pool, and Chrissy seems to easily forget all about her attack and the ghosts that still haunt her.
It isn't until they're out eating breakfast at a diner the next morning that her thoughts seem to cycle back around to the matter.]
You know, with everything that happened to me, I bet there's a lot of other weird things out there that happen. Just think about it. I can't be the only one.
[She has a point that she's getting at here, but had to interrupt him talking about Molly Ringwald in order to try and get at it.]
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But the rest of the night goes well, and he works to make sure his troubled thoughts don't show on his face.
The next morning he feels like he's left those thoughts in the darkness. But he's rambling, a nervous habit, as he drowns pancakes in syrup. Eddie breaks off abruptly when Chrissy speaks, looking at her curiously from across the table. ]
You think so? [ The question is tentative, unsure of where she's going with this. It's an interesting thought, though he isn't sure how he feels about it just yet. ] I guess there's no way Hawkins is the only place with creepy shit going on.
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I don't think so either. [She pauses, idly pushing around the food on her plate. Eating is far less appealing when she feels she has a good idea.]
What if we could help people who have to deal with weird things like we did?
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Going around in a van solving mysteries... I feel like I've seen that before. [ He flashes her a smile, lets her know that his teasing is gentle, not directed at what she's said. He can't imagine ever making real fun of something she's said, but humor is his way of dealing with things. ] That could be--
[ He breaks off mid sentence, because he isn't really sure what he thinks of it. Exciting? Meaningful? Terrifying? ]
I could be into that.
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Really?
[The question comes out an excited squeak more than anything, and she grins even as she's sipping from a straw. It's rare that she gets an idea for something so out there, and this is really weird. She knows that. But the fact that he's at least appeasing her really means a lot.
It definitely helps her feel validated in getting her thoughts out there more often.]
We could even name your van The Mystery Machine.
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That might get us in trouble. [ Eddie is still smiling, turning his attention back to his breakfast. The idea sounds crazy, stupid, but something in him likes it, wants to make it happen. He slices his pancakes into pieces, begins shoveling them into his mouth bite after bite. ] We'll come up with something better, though. Maybe Eddie and Chrissy's ghost-be-gone solution?
[ It's silly and stupid, and whatever they might come to call themselves, Eddie is sure it won't be that. But that doesn't keep him from laughing, reaching across the table to clasp his hand over Chrissy's. ]
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